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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

long weekend 


Did you see the sky
I think it means that we've been lost
Maybe one less time is all we need
I can't really help it if my tongue's all tied in knots
Jumping off a bridge, it's just the farthest that I've ever been
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
Anyplace but those I know by heart
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
I'll follow you down, but not that far
I know we're headed somewhere, I can see how far we've come
But still I can't remember anything
Let's not do the wrong thing and I'll swear it might be fun
It's a long way down when all the knots we've tied have come undone
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
Anyplace but those I know by heart
Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down
I'll follow you down, but not that far
How you gonna ever find your place
Running in an artificial pace
Are they gonna find us lying face down in the sand
So what the hell now, we've already been forever damned
Anywhere you go I'll follow you down...


(Gin Blossoms - Follow You Down)


Long weekend....
hmm , pasti seneng banget denger kata itu, karena kita bisa erleyeh-leyeh istirahat atau jalan-jalan tanpa dibebani sama rutinitas harian seperti kerja, apalagi buat para pekerja/karyawan di kota seperti jakarta ini.
long weekend kemarin gw ke bandung sama si cantik dan teman kantornya, rencana sih berangkat dari jakarta jam 6 pagi karena kita mau ke Bnadungnya PP, tapi apa daya ...ngaret sejam lebih :)
setelah melewati kejenuhan jalan tolcipularang  dan kemacetan setelah keluar tol, kita sampe di bandung jam 10.30.
berhubung rencana kita semula adalah wisata kuliner dan cuci mata, pemberhentian pertama adalah ciwalk, sebenernya ini bukan tempat buat wisata kuliner sih, tapi berhubung masih pagi dan ada beberapa yg penasaran sama tempat ini jadilah kita mampir dan nge-jus sebentar.
setalah di ciwalk, dan dapet bantuan dari temen yg anak bandung, akhirnya kita meluncur ke arah dago atas, buat lunch sambil ngeliat pemandangan, sebenernya sayang sih ke dago atas siang-siang karena kita ngga bisa nikmatin city light dari atas, tapi ya lumayan lah kita melihat pemandangan kota bandung dari atas, dan kita mampir dan makan di Congo, salah satu cafe yg secara desain-nya cukup bagus karena furniture-nya hampir sebagian besar dihiasi kayu2 besar, baik meja, krsi dan perabotan lainnya, dan harganya pun ngga begitu mahal, view cafe ini cukup bagus, kita bisa melihat kota bandung dari atas plus tambahangaleri barang2 dari kayu yg super duper besar menurut gw, (krn ada meja dari kayu ukuran 2x3 m tanpa sambungan, kebayang ga sih batang pohonnya segede apa??)
dari congo, kita meluncur ke batagor riri, makan di tempat plus beli oleh-oleh, terus nyari tepat beli selai (jam) yang sayangnya setelah di ubek2 daerah lengkong besar ternyata tokonya tutup :(. abis makan batagor, lanjut ke cisangkuy, nge-yoghurt plus makan serabi, nongkrong di cisangkuy dari tempatnya rame sampe si emangnya beres2 meja dan kursi hehehehe. pemberhentian terakhir buat manjain perut yaitu seafood Cilaki, porsi super duper banyak, rasa mak nyos, harga kl gw bilang hampir sama dg d'cost, alias murah.
setelah dah ga bisa ngisi perut lagi karena kenyang, dan beberapa orang udah buka kancing celana plus sudah malem dan ujan, akhirnya kita say adios ke bandung jam 9.30 malem, misi wisata kuliner terpenuhi, and...done!!!!
walaopun bandung hari itu muaceeettt abis tp gw puas, krn kayanya misi kita beda sama yg lain, kita pure wisata kuliner tanpa mampir ke FO, bravo......
hari seninnya, gw sama temen2 (laki semua) nengokin tmn yang istrinya baru lahiran, dan dasar emang laki semua, kita ga prepare uat beliin kado, jadi selama dijalan ada beberapa opsi utk bawa oleh2 :
1. niat beli buah, dg pikiran kalo oleh2 buat si bayi pasti udah banyak yg bawain (rada masuk akal, walopun kepikiran kok kaya besuk orang sakit)
2. niat beli kue2/roti/ or martabak!!! (pikiran rada ekstrim tp win-win solution, karena kita mikir kl bawa kueh pasti jarang dan kita bisa nyicipin juga, krena kita jenguknya pas jam makan malem hehehe)
3. pas ngelewatin jalan menuju rumah tmn gw banyak orang jualan duren...(kepikiran beli, cm jgn naya alesannya yah hehehehehe)
dan akhirnya kita ga beli apa2, secara kita juga nyasar nyari rumahnya saking ga konsennya, dan melimpahkan kesalahan kepada temen gw yg cewe yg ga jadi ikut dengan alasan...
"si X (nama disamarin), tau2 ga bisa ikut krn nganterin nyokapnya, padahal td siang oleh2 buat si bayi dibawa sama dia..."

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

two amazing years.... 


................................
Girl, I'm here for you
All those time as night
When you just hurt me
And just ran out with that other fella
Baby I knew about itI just didn't care
You just don't understand how much I love
Do you?
I'm here for you
I'm not about to go out on cheat you
(Maybe I'll forgive you)
Just like you did
But baby that's alrightI love you anyway
(Maybe you will try)
And I'm still going to be here with you until my dying day
(We should be happy together forever)
Right now
I'm just in so much pain
Cuz you just won't come back to me
(You and I)
Will you?
Just come back
(Lonely)
Yes baby, my heart is lonely
(Lonely)
My heart hurts
(Lonely)
Yes, I feel pain too
Baby please

.........................

(boyz II men, End of the road)

Dua tahun sudah lewat, tp rasa itu ngga hilang or berkurang, bahkan lebih....
suka, duka, seneng, susah, dah dilewatin...banyak kenangan yang tersimpan selama 2 tahun ini....
banyak pelajaran yg gw or dia dapetin dari 2 tahun ini...
dari 2 tahun ini gw bisa belajar mencintai dengan tulus, dan kehilangan dia merupakan kehilangan terbesar dalam hidup gw....
2 amazing years.....

(buat si cantik yang disana, 140305)


two amazing years.... 


................................
Girl, I'm here for you
All those time as night
When you just hurt me
And just ran out with that other fella
Baby I knew about itI just didn't care
You just don't understand how much I love
Do you?
I'm here for you
I'm not about to go out on cheat you
(Maybe I'll forgive you)
Just like you did
But baby that's alrightI love you anyway
(Maybe you will try)
And I'm still going to be here with you until my dying day
(We should be happy together forever)
Right now
I'm just in so much pain
Cuz you just won't come back to me
(You and I)
Will you?
Just come back
(Lonely)
Yes baby, my heart is lonely
(Lonely)
My heart hurts
(Lonely)
Yes, I feel pain too
Baby please

.........................

(boyz II men, End of the road)

Dua tahun sudah lewat, tp rasa itu ngga hilang or erkurang, bahkan lebih....
suka, duka, seneng, susah, dah dilewatin...banyak kenangan yang tersimpan selama 2 tahun ini....
banyak pelajaran yg gw or dia dapetin dari 2 tahun ini...
dari 2 tahun ini gw bisa belajar mencintai dengan tulus, dan kehilangan dia merupakan kehilangan terbesar dalam hidup gw....
2 amazing years.....

(buat si cantik yang disana, 140305)


Thursday, March 08, 2007

all about the money 


Sometimes I find another world
inside my mind
when I realise
the crazy things we do
It makes me feel ashamed to be alive
It makes me wanna run away and hide
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum.......
And I don't think It's funny
to see us fade away
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
and I think we got it all wrong anyway
We find strange ways of showing
them how much we really care
when in fact
we just don't seem to care at all
This pretty world
is getting out of hand
So tell me how we fail to understand?
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum.......
And I don?t think It?s funny
to see us fade away
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
and I think we got it all wrong anyway
Anyway
Cause it's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
And I don't think it's funny
to see us fade away
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
and I think we got it all wrong
Anyway
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
And I don't think it's funny
to see us fade away
It's all 'bout the money
It's all 'bout the dum dum...
and I think we got it all wrong anyway
Anyway


(Meja, all about the money)

kemarin temen gw ikut nebeng, dan kita berbagi cerita lah mengenai masa depan, berat juga sih buat omongan sore2 ngadepin macetnya jakarta....
gw mancing dengan pertanyaan dan jadi tema omongan ,apa sih yg bikin cewe itu ngerasa lelaki ini bener orang yg bisa dijadiin suami??? apa ener sekrang ini cinta bisa dijadiin patokan utk yakin???
dan ternyata dia juga bertanya2 sama temen2nya yg sudah merit, terutama yg cewe, apa yg jadi pertimbangan mereka sampai yakin utk menikah, dan hampir semuanya tidak berpatokan pada cinta or kasih sayang, rata2 mereka memantapkan diri dengan melihat CV dari calon mereka masing2 dan statement mereka rata2 :
"apa bisa lelaki itu menafkahi, dan memberi masa depan ke cecewe tsb, masalah cinta dan sayang bisa dibentuk kemudian hari..."
makanya mungkin gara2 ini muncul istilah cewe matre, tp menurut gw sih bukan matre tapi emang mereka prepare buat masa depan mereka...
statement itu jelas bikin gw merasa ditampar dengan kenyataan hidup yg gw alami sekarang...
bener sih, setiap orang, terutama para wanita apalagi orang tua para wanita tersebut, akan berpikiran kaya gitu, karena mereka jelas ngga mau hidupnya nanti kurang atau tidak terjamin terutama masalah ekonomi,...
dan gw sekarang gimana?? mau menikah?? dengan keadaan sekarang??? bisa sih, cm akan terasa berat ajah apalagi misalnya nanti dapet istri yg ngga kerja hehehehe...

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

after all.... 


Well, here we are again, I guess it must be fate.
We´ve tried it on our own but deep inside we´ve known
we´d be back to set things straight.
I still remember when your kiss was so brand new.
Every memory repeats, every step I take retreats,
every journey always brings me back to you.
After all the stops and starts,
we keep coming back to these two hearts.
Two angels who´ve been rescued from the fall...
...that we´ve been through, it all comes down to me and you.
I guess it´s meant to be, forever you and me...
...When love is truly right, -this time it´s truly right-,
it lives from year to year, it changes as it goes, Oh!
and on the way it grows, but it never disappears...
...Always just beyond my touch, you know I needed you so much...
...what else is livin´ for...?


(Peter Cetera - After All)

Great enemy of a great life is a good life....
Sering denger kata itu kalo lagi dengerin hard rock jam prime time sore, pertama gw rada sedikit ga ngerti sama maksud kalimat itu, tapi lama2 dengan sendirinya gw ngerti, walaopun ngertinya versi gw sendiri :)
kalimat itu gw artiin secara harfiah ketika hidup lu udah enak, elu bakal jadi santai dan leyeh2 karena sudah merasa comfort dan segalanya sudah terasa beres, padahal itu merupakan suatu bencana bagi lu kelak....
jadi menurut gw sih emang hidup yang bagus hidup yang banyak cobaannya, jadi orang selalu waspada, care, dan preparing something for their life....
Jadi ketika orang pada nanya kenapa sih gw akhir2 ini jadi sering puasa senin-kamis, yaitu, gw selain ibadah, berusaha ngerasain bagaimana sih kehidupan orang2 yang untuk makan aja susah, jadi gw bisa menghargain jerih payah yang gw dapet dan mencoba mensukurinya, dan gw jadi sedikit lebih peka dan sangat ngehargain orang yang berusaha dan berusaha untuk segala urusan yang baik..
dan gw juga jadi ngga mudah untuk nyerah, apalagi selama ini gw sudah mulai berusaha ngehidupin gw sendiri sama nyokap gw...
dan satu lagi, gw lagi belajar ikhlas....
btw, indonesia kena cobaan lagi, setelah kena gempa di padang, tadi pagi ada berita lagi kecelakaan pesawat (lagi?) di jogja...
kalo dilihat dari kalimat di atas harusnya indonesia bisa lebih maju karena sudah melewati banyak cobaan :)



Tuesday, March 06, 2007

days gone by.... 

Its so good to see you now
its been so long since we've been together
you kept in touch somehow
you always found a way to be there
yea
i wish that i could stop the hands
of time between us
all the days gone by
do you remember when
we were the best of friends
all the days gone by
you know that memories
never fade
as your watchin all your days go by
they go by
oh yea
lookin back on younger years
thats what are hopes and dreams
are made of
all the laughter and the tears
its the feelin of love that make us
Oo Oo yea
I wish that i could stop the hands
of time between us
all the days gone by
do you remember when
we were the best of friends
all the days gone by
you know that memories never fade
as your watchin all your days go by
Oooo all of the feelins
that we had before
but thru the years
Ooo those were the times
Ooo yea
alright
the memories we share
you cant erase them from your mind
all of the days gone by
you know that memories never fade
as your watchin all your days go by
they go by (they go by)
they go by (they go by)
they go by (they go by)
they go by
memories never fade
as your watchin all your days go by

(Slaughter - Days gone by)

tadi malem jalan2 ke barito, nganterin dan nemenin si cantik nyari ikan dan akuarium, dan ada cerita serem di situ.....
ceritanya di salah satu boot penjual ikan itu gw ngeliat firda razak, si lulu-nya lupus jaman baheula, dia lagi ngeliat2 ikan, kaya gw juga, setelah beberapa lama tau2 lelaki yg bareng dia itu nyari2 sesuatu 
dibawah akuarium yg lg gwliat, sedikit curiga dooong gwww.....
"Mas lagi nyari apa, bisa dibantuin" gw nawarin diri
"Ular saya lepas mas.." jawab dia sambil nyengir
"ular..??? ular apa???" sambil kaget
"ular python, gedenya segini...(sambil membentangakan satu lengan tangannya)"
busseeeettttt, ulerrr python bisa lepas di tempat orang2 lg enak2 ngeliatin ikan hias di akuarium?? kebayang ngga sihhh???? dimana saat yg bersamaan selain gw juga ada anak kecil yg lg dg girangnya ngeliat ikan hias
dia bilang sih ularnya ditaruh di tas gede yg dia bawa , terus dia asik2 ngobrol ama penjual ikan dan pas mau pergi ular/uler itu dah lepas dari tasnya....what the fu*# she doing with this snake??? dan kenapa juga dia naro sembarangan tuh ulerrr???
gw tau sih uler python ngga mematuk, cm kl dah ngelilit sapi aja bisa mati bukan???

btw, ada yg tau lagu diatas ga?? enak lu setelah lama ga denger lagu itu, jaman2 masih sweet metal :)
.....lookin back on younger years
thats what are hopes and dreams
are made of
all the laughter and the tears
its the feelin of love that make us
Oo Oo yea
I wish that i could stop the hands
of time between us..........

 
if i could stop the hands of time between us.....



Tuesday, February 27, 2007

stay.. 

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.
And I thought what I felt was simple,
And I thought that I don't belong,
And now that I am leaving,
Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.
And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
Or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: "no, no, no."
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
And this woman was singing my song:
"The lover's in love, and the other's run away,
The lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay."
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey I can leave, I can leave."
But now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let
you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know
You're just scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
You say I only hear what I want to


(Lisa Loeb - Stay)


stay.....
sekarang gw ngerasain suatu kehilangan yg bagi gw keilangan besar...yup, her...
even gw sadar sebenernya emang dia bukan milik gw lagi dari beberapa bulan lalu, tapi hati dan perasaan gw ga bisa boong, gw masih sayang sama dia, tp perasaan dia ke gw?? entah....only God and her yang tau...
dari dulu temen2 gw udah ngingetin gw utntuk ngelupain dia, tapi ya itu, gw ga isa ngeboongin perasaan sama hati gw, gw dah pernah deket sama orang lain, tapi ya ujung2nya balik lagi kepikiran dia....dibilang cinta mati, gw rasa ngga, karena gw rasa cinta gw ke dia ngga pernah mati....
kalau emang gw musti stop berinteraksi sama dia untuk bisa buat dia lebih bebas dari gw, i will do it, even that's hurt for me...,karena mungkin semakin gw berinteraksi sama dia, perasaan sayang gw bakal bertambah :(
poooffffhhhhhh....
"The lover's in love, and the other's run away,
The lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay."

-L-




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